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“‘And I said after she had done all these things, Turn thou unto me. But she returned not. And her treacherous sister Judah saw it.
“‘And I saw, when for all the causes whereby
backsliding Israel committed adultery I had put her away, and given her a bill of divorce; yet her treacherous sister Judah feared not, but went and played the harlot also.’”
Molly cleared her throat with obvious meaning, but Sam only raised his voice. “‘And it came to pass through the lightness of her whoredom, that she defiled the land, and committed adultery with stones and with stocks.’”
He stopped there, short of the end of the stinging passage. Sally walked over to him and slapped his face as hard as she could. Molly followed her into the house without a glance back and slammed the crooked door, which immediately creaked open.
He started back for his lodgings thinking, Good
riddance. It had been cruel of him to read what Reverend Jewett had marked for him; it had been unkind of the Reverend to choose those harsh words. It had been like delivering lashes to Sally and Molly, who were nothing but pitiful and spent sinners anymore. And yet, the prophet’s merciless condemnation of harlots and whoring had pleased him in ways he could barely name. Jeremiah’s anger seemed hot enough to burn away the awful disgrace of his childhood, which haunted him still.
He would have given any amount to forget about his Dogtown beginnings. During the day, Sam rarely thought of his past, but sunset brought back the endless evenings he spent buried under his blanket and coat, his eyes clenched tight, his fingers in his ears. He had pretended not to
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understand what was going on around him for as long as he could. But by the time he was eight years old, he knew what a whore was, how she made her living, and that his grandmother sold not only herself, but Molly and Sally, too.
He tried to separate himself from the family business as best he could by going to school and spending time with respectable people, but the night belonged to Dogtown. He could smell the men around him, and he heard the bass rumble of their laughter, their oaths, their uncensored cries.
He was terrified by the involuntary stirrings of his own member and tried to ignore what was happening to him.
He wrapped his hands in the blanket, left his feet out of the covers to freeze in the cold, and whispered the words of Jeremiah. He tried to run wherever he needed to go and to work to exhaustion so that he’d sleep as soon as his head touched the bed.
But his body would not be forsworn. Night after night, he wrestled with self-loathing and a terror of being caught, but need and pleasure always triumphed. Weeping for shame, Sam would loosen his trousers, relieve himself quickly, and swear not to do it ever again. He dreaded night-fall even as he looked forward to it, guilt and anticipation contending.
Unleashing the scripture’s thunder over Mrs. Stanley’s grave had felt like cautery on an unhealed wound. If those words were hard enough to crack an old whore’s heart, then surely they were strong enough to cleanse his heart and soul, Sam thought. He was done with the place and its taint forever. He was free.
As he neared his lodgings, Sam decided that his first act as a free man would be to bathe in the hottest water he
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could stand. When he opened the door, however, Widow Long was waiting for him with a toddy in her hand. “Dear boy,” she said. “Here’s something to warm you after your sad day.”
“Thank you, ma’am,” Sam said, as she sat down with him. Smiling and looking more alert than she had in weeks, she said, “Well, then?”
“Well, then, what, Mistress Long?”
“What did you find up there in Dogtown? What did Mrs. Stanley look like?”
He stared at her eager face and said, “She looked dead.”
“Did she die of a blow or was it the pox? Did you see a wound? And what of the others?” she pressed. “Will they stay up there, those two horrid creatures? Will that Molly woman keep pestering at you for money?”
Sam startled at the question.
“Oh, I know about her visits. I’m not so addled that I don’t know what’s going on under my own roof!” she said.
“I remember the first time I laid eyes on those appalling women. Mr. Long used to call ’em city rats.”
The more his landlady pestered him with questions, the lower Sam’s spirits sank. His name would be linked to those two dollymops until they were dead and gone. Which is why he could not permit them to starve: as much as he wished for their speedy demise, it would reflect poorly on him if they died of neglect.
Alice Ives’s unnerving taps had reminded him of this burdensome responsibility. He would have to find out
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whether something was seriously amiss in Dogtown, but the idea of returning to that house was so noxious, Sam was up the whole night, brooding. By dawn, he had a plan for doing Molly and Sally a good turn without going anywhere near them, and get the credit for it among his neighbors.
Later that morning, Sam stopped at Alice’s door to inquire after her father. “I’ve brought a special lozenge for Mr. Ives that might be helpful,” he said. “My gift, of course.”
After a second cup of tea, Sam lowered his voice and asked Alice, in the most solicitous if not flirtatious voice, if she might consider doing the mercy of taking some food to two of Dogtown’s last lost souls. “No one has seen so much as a hair of the women for months now,” said Sam.
“I could certainly pay them a visit myself, but I am given to understand that the poor unfortunate suffer less shame when help arrives on the arm of a lovely maiden, like yourself.” Alice immediately agreed to take on Sam’s commission.
“I’ll bring the basket later today,” he said.
When Sam asked Mrs. Long if she would fill a basket for Molly and Sally, she would not hear of his paying for the food, so she could advertise her own good deed while trumpeting Sam’s. He would be hailed as a redeemer of the old ladies of Dogtown, a consideration that might just eclipse the fact that they were not, nor ever had been,
“ladies.”
Alice delivered the food and hurried back to Sam, wearing a new bonnet and shade of powder that did her no favors. “Oh, Mr. Maskey,” her eyes shining with the tale, “it was awful. The smell,” she said. “Like an outhouse.”
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Sam put on a grave face while Alice delivered her report. She had discovered Molly and Sally huddled on their mattress on the floor. It took her a moment to find them under the stack of blankets and clothes, which was nearly all that was left inside the place. They had burned all the furniture for heat, and a dusting of fresh snow had blown in through the chinks in the wall.
“A terrible thing,” he said. “We Christians cannot permit such misery, can we, Mistress Ives.” He kissed her hand and left immediately, borrowing a horse to ride into Gloucester. Sam directed the town clerk to have Molly and Sally taken to the workhouse and laid five silver dollars on the desk. “This should cover the cost of bringing them in, and the rest is to be applied to their care.” The fellow didn’t have time to open his ledger before Sam was gone.
Molly and Sally spent the rest of March and April in the workhouse, knitting or mending as required by the matron, who found them polite and tractable, nothing like what she’d expected of prostitutes. At night, they held hands across the gap between their narrow cots and whispered to each other.
When Molly caught the fever that had killed off the three last residents, Sally tended to her night and day, and for a while it seemed that Molly would
pull through. When she died, the matron thought her friend would turn her face to the wall and be dead within a fortnight as well. But Sally disappeared two nights after Molly passed away, taking every scrap of bedding and clothing with her, including the matron’s wool shawl. She pinched a heavy pewter tankard, too, which was the only item of any value in the whole miserable place.
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When Sam heard that both of them were gone, he
bowed his head and covered his eyes with his hands.
Widow Long told everyone about how he had been
overcome with grief, and what a goodhearted fellow he was to have bothered with such awful trash. In fact, Sam had hidden his face so no one could see the relief and satisfaction he feared would be all too evident there.
It might take a year or even five, but eventually his name would be uncoupled from the Dogtown doxies.
Newcomers might never even hear the name “Sammy
Stanley.” And even if a few stories lingered about that unlucky boy, no one would ever think to connect him to Samuel S. Maskey, a deacon in his church, the captain of the fire volunteers, part-owner of the town’s first cotton mill.
A different man altogether.
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Easter and Ruth
Easter Carter knew her days in Dogtown were
numbered. With the widows long dead and Judy
Rhines living in Gloucester, the news that Molly and Sally had been taken to the workhouse turned out to be the last straw. Tammy was still around, though not even Easter would have welcomed a visit—however unlikely—
from that bitter pill. Cornelius flitted around like a bat, but he never stopped in. Of course, Ruth was right there under her own roof, but Easter might just as well wait for one of the wild dogs to inquire about her aching knees as expect her boarder to sit down for a chat. Ruth was the only reason she’d been able to stay in her house for as long as she had. The meat, pelts, and feathers from Ruth’s traps brought in enough to trade for sugar, needles, and the few other things they could not grow, scavenge, or mend. But the fact was, Ruth gave her the mopes. Easter needed company.
So when Judy Rhines made a special trip to talk to her about the possibility of a situation in town, Easter heard her out. It seemed that Louisa Tuttle, newly widowed, needed help at the tavern she’d inherited from her husband.
She did not want a man around telling her what to do anymore, and she was wary of younger women who might get
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themselves into trouble or just up and leave if a husband happened by. Easter posed no threats and had no prospects but still enjoyed some reputation as a friendly and honest publican. “You’d get two rooms above the tavern at the green,” Judy said. “I saw them, Easter, and they’re more cheerful than you might expect. And you know that I’d be pleased if you were closer by.”
Judy had told Louise that Easter would never leave her own house, but she had agreed to tender the offer because she was concerned about Easter’s health: her dress hung off her like a scarecrow.
Easter looked around and considered. She certainly did love her house and liked having her way. It would be hard leaving the roomy parlor and setting things exactly where she wanted them. Starting over at sixty seemed an awfully steep mountain to climb. But after a year without a single paying visitor, she had to admit that her business was dead.
“I’ll do it,” she said.
Judy gasped. Easter was herself surprised as well; not only about how easily she’d decided, but also at the way the words had immediately lifted a weight off her shoulders.
She was sick of eating squirrel, and the walk into Gloucester seemed to get longer and steeper from one month to the next. But the main reason for her relief was that Easter was starved for conversation.
At supper—the only meal Ruth was ever there for—the African usually took her plate upstairs. On the rare occasion Easter insisted she stay at the table, Ruth never answered a question with anything more than a shrug or a nod. After a thousand nights of cheerful attempts, Easter had admitted defeat: Ruth’s silence was as much a part of her as her nose.
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Easter didn’t like eating alone, so she ate too little and sighed too much.
Once Easter said yes, it wasn’t more than two weeks before she was ready to move. The night before she left, Easter made an especially big pot of stew and enough bread for a week. She motioned for Ruth to sit down at the table and then held her by the arm until she’d had her say.
“I’ll be going tomorrow, Ruth, but I’m counting on you to stay right here.” Easter spoke slowly, wanting to be sure the African heard every word, even if she made no reply.
“I ain’t selling the place, ’cause I ain’t sure that I won’t be back. I know you’ll take good care of things for me. You keep the town boys from taking any of my timber, or the windows. They steal the windows first. And you mind that the roof stays tight.”
Easter waited until Ruth nodded.
“I’m going to leave you the table and my good chair, and a few other things. You get out of that attic and hunker down by the fire, too. You’ve been a good boarder,” Easter said, her voice quivering at the thought of Ruth alone in the house. “I got no complaints, there, and I hope you . . .” But she didn’t really have any hopes for Ruth, who had retreated inside herself, more every year.
Ruth’s head hung below her shoulders, like a dog getting a scolding. They finished eating in silence. Finally, Easter released her for the last time. “Good night, dearie,”
she said and went back to the last of her sorting and packing.
Ruth scraped the chair getting to her feet and Easter startled, thinking maybe she heard a good-bye. But when she turned, Ruth was on her way up the stairs.
Judy Rhines arrived early with Oliver driving the
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Cooks’ wagon. It was April, but rainy and raw, a miserable day for moving the piles of clothes, bedding, pots, dishes, and everything else Easter had collected. There wasn’t much she’d discarded over the years, or much she wanted to leave behind. When a paper box of rusty keys broke and spilled into a muddy puddle, Judy Rhines actually showed a little irritation. “A whole heap of useless,” she muttered, loud enough for Oliver to overhear. He spent the rest of the day teasing his famously patient friend about her “evil temper,” which helped him shrug off the discomfort of getting soaked to the skin when he ought to be cozy at home with Polly and the boys.
When the last bundle was tied and secure, Easter said,
“Hold up a minute,” and started rummaging through sacks already lashed tight, loosening the ropes, and making a mess of Oliver’s careful work.
“I know it’s a bother, my dears,” Easter said, scurrying back inside with a large pot, a ladle, a blanket, a plate, cups, forks, one more knife, and a few other housekeeping oddments. “I’m sorry to hold you up, but she’s got nothing in there, and, well, I was thinking how I don’t need more than one ladle, do I? And she might as well have this pan as well.”
Ruth heard the sadness in Easter’s voice. She’d lain upstairs in the attic all morning, listening to the comings and goings, the orders and laughter, the unspoken regret.
She told herself that she should get up and help. She should have offered her hand to Easter, too. She should have found some way to say good-bye and thank you.
Mimba’s words had bubbled back to her all that day.
She could hear the island cadence that sounded like singing to her. Mimba would have said, “You are a good old soul,
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you, Easter, you. I was born lucky to share a roof with you.
Go you now in peace.”
But it had been too many years for Ruth to say such a thing out loud, so she lay still on her pallet, her stomach aching, her breath shallow, and hoped that Easter knew that she would care for her house with thankful hands for as long as she was able. Easter had been a better friend than she deserved.
The horse snorted and shook off the rain as it pulled away from the house. A few minutes later, the storm gained force and pounded the roof like a thousand hammers. They would have a rough time on the road, Ruth thought. She went out and stood in the gray downpour, letting the rain serve as her tears.
The next morning, she woke shivering in the damp house. Bundled in her blanket, she checked the position of her four protecting stones and found all of them off-kilter.
She carried her bedding downstairs, where the parlor seemed empty as a church, echoing her steps. All but one of the rag rugs were gone. A big pile of castoffs cluttered one end of the table: a few dishrags, a coverlet, a ragged shawl, jumbled cutlery and dishes enough for a family of four, a pitcher. Easter had left her best cauldron, too, a great black pot with a solid handle and feet. Ruth saw it for the generous gift it was meant to be.
She sank into the armchair and listened to the rain, which filled her head with a relentless drumming that relaxed her nearly to dozing. Until she heard a change, a small shift, a different pitch of the splash near the window.
Someone was outside. Her eyes glittered in the dimness.
She rushed to see who or what it might be, but there was
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nothing and no one. Just sheets of rain washing new grooves into the gullies, pounding the grasses flat.
It could have been Cornelius, she thought. Or even one of the dogs. Ruth remembered how she had been taken by surprise on her first day in Dogtown by a brown cur on the road. The raw girl who had walked hundreds of miles in search of her mother’s grave seemed like a complete stranger to her now, which made yesterday’s vivid memory of Mimba even more of a puzzle. Ruth lived day to day, without thoughts of the future or of her past. Her dreams were timeless, too: in one, she was a bird with wings so big, it took only three strong thrusts to send her soaring from Folly Cove all the way to Good Harbor.